A QUICK SUMMARY SINCE SCHOOL ENDED..
Saturday: started working alr.. tiredd but pretty fun.. and a lil slack..

Sunday: went for nico's tournament , and glad to say, he got gold.. den went to meet jy and people..

Monday-Tuesday: went for the class chalet.. gosh.. although there was only 7 of us, still it was very fun.. pillow fights, bbq feats, snoring, catching up and also some crazy taxi..

Wed: went K again.. den home alr.. alrights thats all for now :))

one last day of communications and we bade farewell to beloved Pat, our most fav FACI..

one fortunate guy :]

i guess im done with the posting of the photos.. there were some happenings in class on friday.. things that i aint proud of.. sheer unglam-ness... hahah! alrights! i gtg alr! back to my beauty sleep.. i managed to slip home without mum realising i left.. WUHAHAHAH!

bye people

weihow spoken :]

i be my joy and escape.

THIS FEW DAYS AINT GOOD ALRIGHT..
the worse week i had in my entire life..
well maybe not the worse but the worse of the year definitely..
i blive if anyone gone thru' the same torments, u would go insane!

[U]GOOD FRENS[/U] would be the topic..
they are definitely people whom you would have a certain amount of trust and vice versa..
people that you would hang out with..and you would know their character inside out..

WHAT I DON UNDERSTAND IS, some people simply know how to hide some truth.. i don understand the big deal.. we are your best pals in class for pete's sake.. alright, mayb u aint telling me only.. den fine..

i don understand... people around are vauge and they are so hypocritical..

i always have to put this smiling and cheerful facade to go around, but im sick of all these.. SERIOUSLY..

to my two very very goody pals.. i know it aint right for me to flare up.. but, i thot u would understand the situation.. perhaps the friendship is just simply not strong enough... im so sick of you calling and sms-ing me to scold the hell outta me for not picking up ur calls etc.. im tiredd, u always nvr listen and understand..

im screwd and tiredd..

sorry

emo

diminished

rat poison?

I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did, you fell so hard I've learned the hard way To never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it outI'm I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry in the middle of the night For the same damn thing! Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty Because of you I am afraid Because of you Because of you

I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did, you fell so hard I've learned the hard way To never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry in the middle of the night For the same damn thing! Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty Because of you I am afraid Because of you Because of you

SUNDAY: went city hall with jingy.. did some relly stupid things.. don you agree? JY? esp the breeks and the newyork2 hahah..

MONDAY: SKIPPED SCHOOL! haha. was kinda tiredd and overslept a lil.. mostly, feeling lazy haha..

TUESDAY: went to school.. new SCIENCE faci.. omgg she is fine, nice but naggy.. WHERE"S ERHAN!!!!

WEDNESDAY: SKIPPED SCHOOL! decide to use up all my pontening .. i heard tt the luncheon gang had so much fun in cam whoring and i missed it all.. AWWWW...

THURSDAY: had cognitive.. was like as usual.. boring like shit.. nothing much to do.. so decided to update.. haha..

here are some of the random pics..





























i MISS AH GO GO! :]

thats all for now.. BYE BYE BYE!
gonna start presenting..
weihow spoken:]
i be my joy and escape

today was a slacking day at home..
im so sick of going town.. went there too many times alr..
nothing new.. nothing nice..
heard the fireworks jus now..

things i did today:
1. blogging
2. reflecting
3. reading the archives of my blog
4. reading the archives of my frn's blogs

omggosh.. i realised that i had changed a lot..
too much for certain aspects..

the days of glory where i command a contingent or parade is over..
the joy of having to plan activities and ensure attendace are over..
the need to exude leadership to lead the boys are over..
the time when we crap during camps and have real fun doing 'illegal' things are over..
the coy has collapsed? after its struggle in the year..
at least im proud that i had a part in its glorious days..
it was a fun and enjoyable experience..
bye SSGT Ang! CSM and appointments..
To the CCA that changed me so much.. kudos to Boys Brigade..

reflection succeeded..

weihow spoken:]
i be my joy and escape

'Hi Wei How,To me you are one of the trademarks of the class with your unique style of aproaching concepts and presenting. '
Erhan Simsek.. Facilitator for Science

i had not exactly enjoyed science.. some may know..
the physics..GOSH!
chem and bio is alright though..
but what the faci said, seriously made me touched and motivated..
he is one faci that kept me on when i was down..
the one that motivated me..
i will never forget.. ERHAN..

today was one successful class activity..
we ordered pizza to class and were yakking and laughing our asses off along the corridor..
poor to the other classes who had to endure our noise..
were busying eating until food war started..
start throwing popcorns and chips everywhere.. gosh..
it was such a disaster laa... the whole floor was a mess..
thank goodness the class asam, TING TING went to clean it up.. LOL..

but before all these fun, there were countless most ungalm photos of us..
taking all the seriously fugly shots in all sorts of ways and practically everywhere..
its the last week tgt as a class alr..
W24H has indeed made my RP life a fun and enjoyable one..
nvr would i find someone like sam who would laugh it out with me..
nor would i find a carol who laughs like a dino..
or a nazzer who i could ask him stupid questions..
either a volcano which makes our class room warm and cosy...
never a haswan who i can bully...
also not a blur and cute joanne..
or a endless falling and unglam JORIN! (i stress the name jorin)

and i was so shock when i check the RP mail manns..
i got the EMCEE interview date wrong! gosh..
and i completely missed it..
thank goodness they gave me another chance..
but i doubt i got the chance.. but i jus wan to try it out man..

Comms was horrid.. battle with the strongest.. super mouths..
to gloria: u were scary!!!
someone pls organise a class chalet..

met up with jy after school and she went to get her converse..
went home already..
got changed and went swimming with nico..
and i in the midst of fun forgot to do my rj and evaluation..
and once again.. i gave the one of my love away.. :[

weihow spoken
i be my joy and escape :]

LIFE?
some people live for the sake of living..
while others, live the joy of it..

at times, things in life turns out different from how you expected..
she could be a woman of your dreams in a day and the other, jus a normal friend..
he was your best mate, but cancer takes the life out of him..

its simply unpredictable.. unprecedented..
nothing is perfect.. thats for sure.. no one's flawless..
but for now, live the life the way you want it to be..

there are many regrets in life.
accept the fact.. time never turns back.. there isnt anything like freeze or stagnant in life..
get a MOVE ON..
carry on with life..
today, u feel that u regret being a fren to someone just bcos of what happened..
but shouldnt u think on how much fun the both of u had?
instead of being s negative.. think positive for a change..
*jy, theres an exception for ur case.. :]

alright.. much happened today.. im just simply reflecting my actions..
RP's no longer a regret.. but its a mistake..LOL..
but im staying.. i guess :]

weihow. spoken
i be my joy and escape.

a typical saturday..
waking up late.. slacking around..
well, not exactly slacking around..
went to novena to meet jingyi.. as promised..
you know wat, if i don go.. i will be yelled at her..
started studying den some walking aroundd..
i din study of course, nth to study also..
however, in the course of studying were busying bitching about two people.. LOL
that makes the whole duration interesting..

on the way home, someone stopped me..
i thot it was some usual flag day people..
but it was some talent scout, not the talent scout that i encountered previously..
but this one said something that made me stop..
Talent Scout : Cherine - hello! you've got good dress sense!
Me: (with a little happiness, although im always praised for that, LOL) oh, HELLO!
Cherine - im from a talent scout cum modelling agency and im lookg for people with good dress sense..
Me: ermm, sorry, i don think im interested in such things haha..
Cherine: well, u definitely fit the bill.. can i have ur name and particulars?
Me: oh, im weihow.. number, 9o274433..
Cherine: i will contact you on monday? is that fine?
Me: yea.. okays.. BYE..
Cherine: Shook hands.. Bye..
Me: ( hurried off quickly..)

den went home already, cos got some stuff to do..
done with the stuff alr den came to blogg..
i dono how i wan to say, but i miss someone..
and that someone better know who it is..
thats about it.. and tmmr is FOP! yay! so excited...


weihow spoken:]
i be my joy and escape...

today's comms was the greatest fun ever..
well, not exactly fun owing to the difficulty of the problem..
but one thing good was that, i was in the group that i liked.. :]
in class, theres a well knwn ass-farked up bastard.
insulting girls like no one's business..
wth laa. not in the least gentleman at all..
but ts alright, at least i scold wat i wanted to say..
such a sucker laa. a complete turn off and suay-ness to be with such people in class...

den after school, went town with mee goreng.. and went to walk around..
bought a new pair of jeans $*** from zara...
nice can! but now a lil regret le.. cos like see not reli nice..
must lose weight den wil look nicer.. so that becomes a motivation alr! :]
im gg to train hard and well in floorball!

today is YISONG's bdae! haha!
den went to breeks to have dinner, din eat much though cos i was expected at home for dinner
alrights.. thats all for today..

im so gg to miss W24H cos we are switching class once again... urgh..

weihow spoken.

i be my joy and escape :]

im
pissed
angry
fustrated
irritated
annoyed
moody

first, im pissed and angered by this seriously annoying person.
alright that was fine, owing that we are alr different schools and i don have to see him every single day..
secondly, i did so bloody badly for my comms UT, thanks to some people who insisted that i do not need my notes ( well, im not saying that it with the notes i would have scored well but, it least it helped!)
thirdly, thanks to some incessant comments, that totally spoilt the whole of yesterday..
* sorry jie min and clair for not watching the movie.. but i was not in the mood at all...
last but not least, it was a happy affair! i got a B+ for my computing UT. omg. SO FREAKINGG HAPPY LAR! i wrote nonsense and i could still scrap past! haha.. not so bad afterall..
i managed to average a 3.something for all my modules.. not bad afterall.. :]
i din not make it for the BJ competition, owing to my strong china friends who were there.
but however, i made i for the interview to be the EMcee for the students award ceremony.. LOL
interview only laa. hope i don screw it up like the last time though.. haha

end of the school stuff!

well, my dear fren jynx, i seriously hope that you will scold the shit out of 'her'. i think that she have gone overboard in some aspects and i would have walloped her had she done that to mee..

haha, thats all for now, im so happy and excited for the class gathering that we are organising in progress and the tcher's day celebration in gyss.. so happy that im going to meet up with my peeps in sec school..

see you all soon :]

bye peoplee...
weihow
i be my joy and escape.

a nice story i came across while i was surfing for resources.. ENJOY...
High School Friends
One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd" I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends the following afternoon) so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes. My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye.
As I handed him his glasses, I said "Those guys are jerks. They really should get lives."
He looked at me and said, "Hey thanks!" There was a big smile on his face. It was one of those smiles that showed real gratitude. I helped him pick up his books, and asked him where he lived. As it turned out, he lived near me, so I asked him why I had never seen him before. He said he had gone to private school before now. I would have never hung out with a private school kid before. We talked all the way home, and I carried his books.
He turned out to be a pretty cool kid. I asked him if he wanted to play football on Saturday with my friends and I. He said yes. We hung out all weekend and the more I got to know Kyle, the more I liked him, and my friends thought the same of him. Monday morning came, and there was Kyle with the huge stack of books again. I stopped him and said, "Boy, you're gonna really build serious muscles with this pile of books every day!" He just laughed and handed me half the books. Over the next four years, Kyle and I became best friends. When we were seniors, and began to think about college. Kyle decided on Georgetown, and I was going to Duke. I knew that we would always be friends, that the miles would never be a problem. He was going to be a doctor, and I was going for business on a football scholarship. Kyle was valedictorian of our class. I teased him all the time about being a nerd. He had to prepare a speech for graduation. I was so glad it wasn't me having to get up there and speak. Graduation day, I saw Kyle. He looked great. He was one of those guys that really found himself during high school. He filled out and actually looked good in glasses. He had more dates than me and all the girls loved him. Boy, sometimes I was jealous. Today was one of those days. I could see that he was nervous about his speech. So, I smacked him on the back and said, "Hey, big guy, you'll be great!"; He looked at me with one of those looks (the really grateful one) and smiled.
"Thanks", he said.
As he started his speech, he cleared his throat, and began. "Graduation is time to thank those who helped you make it through those tough years. Your parents, your teachers, your siblings, maybe a coach... but mostly your friends. I am here to tell all of you that being a friend to someone is the best gift you can give them. I am going to tell you a story..." I just looked at my friend with disbelief as he told the story of the first day we met... He had planned to kill himself over the weekend. He talked of how he had cleaned out his locker so his Mom wouldn't have to do it later and was carrying his stuff home. He looked hard at me and gave me a little smile. "Thankfully, I was saved. My friend saved me from doing the unspeakable." I heard the gasp go through the crowd as this handsome, popular boy told us all about his weakest moment. I saw his mom and dad looking at me and smiling that same grateful smile. Not until that moment did I realize its depth.
Never underestimate the power of your actions. With one small gesture you can change a person's life. For better or for worse, God puts us all in each other's lives to impact one another in some way. Look for Good in others. Show your friends how much you care.

science was darn boring. well, not exactly boring.. but it was a tough lesson.. i had such a hard time..

in the night, had such a crap conversation with haswan, samantha, gloria..

TP? yes or no?

weihow :]

i be my joy and escape.

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