Friday, November 23, 2007
@ 10:29 PM
despite how terrible and depressing life is gonna get , i guess i will never forget what Francis Lim told me;
'Just hang in there. When things get too boring/tough, just constantly tell yourself what's a couple of months (or 1 over year) when compared to the rest of yiur life (this will greatly apply to the army too)'
the sudden urge to blog; certain things are best left unsaid verbally but best have it written here. it's never a win-win situation especially when it's a confrontation.
to you thats has recently begun to get on my nerves;
your sheer over confidence really drives me up the walls of westin at times. it's one thing to encourage and spur you on, its another to be totally dwelling in your own world. As for your case, i think its the latter.
you always presume you are never in the wrong, lets take a classic case, despite using my hp to call out for such a long duration, it might not be for you, but it is for me, as I had already busted my bill way before the end of the month and since you had your own hp, theres no reason to use mine. and after like a friendly reminder to ask your friend to call in, since she is at home, you turned the tables against me, asking me why i'm flaring up... hey. wtf man. so what if im flaring up? even the people who saw this could made comments like . (made mistakes still dare to scold others -.-)
i never believe in self console or drafting a pretty image for someone that i reckon hopeless, you can't expect me to be like your other best friend making such nice advertisements for you.
i'm saying all these to make u change or anything but just wanna tell you that things are never that pretty and if you continue to think that theres no big deal in missing school then you are sadly mistaken.
you might be pissed or you think that i'm petty just because you used my hp for a short period of time, you might think that i'm just some rubbish and not mean anything, it's alright. this is something genuine from me, and I wanna tell you that not everyone is perfect.
@ 3:17 PM
The person who tagged you is ?
Shanie
Your relationship with her is?
Classmate=D
Your impression of her?
well, she's really brings the momentum into class lessons with her jovial personality.
The most memorable thing she has done for you ?
being in this crappy class that totally turns our days upset down.
If she becomes your lover, you will ?
hmm, NEXT PLEASEEE
If she becomes your lover, things he have to improve ?
NEXT PLEASEEE.
If she becomes your enemy, you will... ?
i doubt we will become enemies. she's far too nice to offend people.
If she becomes your enemy the reason is ?
being to nice =D
Your overall impression of her ?
she brings joy to everyone around her.
How do you think people around you will think about that person?
MENG LAH~
The character you love yourself are ?
being the MENG one~
For people that care & likes you, say something to them ?
HELLO =)
Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel.
1. Jazreel
2. Christine
3. Tan Hwa Ching
4. Alicia
5. Chun Sang
6. Hui Min
7. Gerard
8. Randy
9. Jingyi
10. Crystal
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
@ 11:01 PM
my gawd, i have no idea what's happening to me.
feeling really cranky these days.
i seriously feel that something is wrong with me.
school work has been a disaster, i totally totally flopped my ut1 .
thank god, my daily grades were able to help;
still, i've got to buck up. for my last two uts
maybe if you had been having a really tough time, but it's not an excuse to leave us stranded here.
for a moment i had soften but never.
Thursday, November 15, 2007
@ 9:12 PM
I came in thrice, wanting to update, but each time, i just can't come up with anything, and my post just sorta stops here. but a stroke of inspiration and the need to get away from my notes drove me here again.
sometimes, it is one thing to know, and the other to be ignorant. Being ignorant makes you think that things are going to okay and you are all well smuggled up with console. Yet knowing makes you worried;
if i have one power, i would want to have selective memory, removing all the unhappiness from my mind; then I can really be that jovial and happy weihow you see everyday.
i sat down a moment ago after watching titanic and wondered; if my life had such an unexpected end; It would be a life of regrets. I never thought of ending up in this situation. I had an optimistic view that things are going to be just fine; and unlike the happy endings in fairy tale.
I believe that our fate lies in our hand, things such as destiny does not exist.
Wei How, you can do it!
& you know i'll never let you go.
