@ 9:51 PM
After much deliberation and popular demand, i'm back
it's been real long, a tough time, for me to come to terms with many things.
like for one, knowing about my best friend's affairs through the mouth of another, how crap can that feel. we were supposed to be best friends right? but nvm, i can totally understand your situation. just to let you know that the farm's always here.
the first rounds of understanding test(ut) were over, and unfortunately, i haven done much understanding during the lessons. And kinda totally screwed them all up and whats worse is, the 2nd round is next week, but fuck, just merely two weeks after the first and its the start of the second round already. how insane can rp can, since when rp was ever slacking;
my new class's fine; this weird club thing going on and karmas, and the 'meng' LOL sessions really perks up day and makes me thing that the life in RP isn't just all science and crap. but my class seriously seriously need a little more voicing out. the conversations in class are just, school work. i mean cummon, there are so many OTHER topics under the sun..
and, my professional profiling's final report has been approved! And the advisor gave me pretty good comments, but the flaw in this module is that, the grade's only pass or fail. so i reckon, i'm just going to do well enough to pass, not much effort need.
i'm just not feeling myself lately, i frequently pondered about the past, the days in secondary school, then it dawned on me that, how much did i live my days then, it was a simple one, full of laughters, though stress but i savored every single moment of it. in RP, i feel like a walking zombie, like everything you say to someone might be the gossip of the day highlights; it's like a treacherous zone where everything you say have to go through your mind like a million times?
True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. - Jason Jordan
@ 3:11 PM
Tagged by huimin and jordan, and since its so boring now. i shall do it =)
[Layer One: On the Outside]
Name: Ang Wei How
Birth Date: 16 April 1989
Current Status: Single and nursing a crush
Eye Color: Dark brown
Hair Color: brown
Righty or Lefty: Right; can't blardy write with my left.
[Layer Two: On the Inside]
Your Heritage: no fucking idea
Your Fear: being poor and broke
Your Weakness: impatient
Your Perfect Pizza : Pepperoni
[Layer Three: Yesterday, Today , Tomorrow]
Your First Thought This Morning: What am i gonna do about my ut?
Your Last Thought Before Bedtime: having so much laughter talking to christine
Your Most Missed Memories: the good old days at the gyss tpy campus
[Layer Four: Your Pick]
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
McDonald or Burger King: McDonald
Single or Group Dates: GROUP
Adidas or Nike: I have adidas bag and jacket but nike shoes. BOTH
Tea or Nestea: Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
[Layer Five: Do You...]
Smoke: Tried before.
Curse: fuck considered?
Take showers: definitely
Have a crush: nursing one right now
Think you are in love: all the time
Go to school: right in school
Want to get married: that means official sex.
Believe in yourself: self confidence rules
Think you are a health freak: i'm more to the can't be bothered side
[Layer Six: In the Past Month]
Drank alcohol: a little
Gone to the mall: a routine
Been on stage: to vote for boh on hey gorgeous
Eaten sushi: LOVE SUSHIS
Dyed your hair: yeap. ash brown
[Layer Seven: Have You Ever...]
Played a stripping game: once. will never fucking mention again
Changed who you were to fit in: i'm proud of who i am
[Layer Eight: Age]
You are hoping to be married at the age of: 30
[Layer Nine: In a Girl/Guy]
Best Eye Color: gray
Best Hair Color: brown red.
Short Hair or Long Hair: long hair
[Layer Ten: What Were You Doing]
1 Min Ago: presenting
1 Hour Ago: yelling and screaming in huihua's class
4.5 Hours Ago: struggling with the problem
1 Month Ago: how can i remember
1 Year Ago: in school? prolly
[Layer Eleven: Finish the Sentence]
I Love: every single part of this earth.
I Feel: lousy
I Hate: betryal
I Hide: feeling
I Need: you
[Layer Twelve: Tag five people]
1) Kwan Chun Sang
2) Boh Yeh Ying
3) Hwa Ching Medical Hall
4) Randy
5) Gerard
@ 9:49 PM
doctors can't do anything;
the family's in a grim mood;
lifeless and troubled
all im praying's that she goes to heaven too
fuck for being a rotten brat last time and pissing her off.
i know it's tough saying goodbye.
hang on grams.
