the afterlife.
which many ponders, and fear. initially everything was blank and dark, nothing, till the day our parents brought us here. from that particular moment we were given thoughts, minds, feelings. so how would the afterlife be like?
im not ashamed to say that this is my perhaps is my number one fear after heights. cos if u throw me off 25th floor, i think i wouldn't die from falling but fright. and back to the topic, its not that moment when the death angels take you, sapp the life out of you ( is THERE EVEN such a person??) then again, it leads to a faith and trust to your own religion.
once i heard from this amazing person, your afterlife is decided yourself, whether are you muslim, christian, buddhist? you would meet the respective god and all end up in 'paradise' then again, is there sufficient space in paradise? hell? i mean, all these are hypothetical. no one could come back from the dead to tell us.
each of our own religions has their own set of miracle stories. and heres one, on my previous and rare(im so guilty) visit to church, and i heard from this person;
i was on the operation table and everything seemed delirious, and i seemed to have woken up but not felt any pain, i raised higher and higher, till i saw the blazing lights to heaven's gates. i saw jesus, and he told me, my time is not up yet but yet, my sheer appearance mocked the beauty of heaven and i know that in the years to come when its time, i would be able to come up here to enjoy.....
as a Christian, and a fellow believer has experienced such a thrilling tale, which most in their life would never encounter, must definitely believe in it, but then again, who is there to verify? or is this another stale attempt at a shot to fame?
since life is short, fragile and weak.. we on our own can make it to the fullest potential. giving this body, the best chance to shine.. and not having any regrets.. so, at least now im abiding this very famous saying. Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
make sure that we used do our very best in every part of your life, telling your loved ones how much you loved them, and your friends, how much you treasured them and in everything you do, so not only for yourself but know that your friends/family are just a step behind you.
this is perhaps my last mode of medium to tell you, **********
that its really time to wake up. i dont know what you think of me and i dont care, cos all i actually care is to change you, and not indulge in the stupid things you do, you are seriously immature in your thinking, being an 18, always boasting about your age and everything but in fact, do you act as your age?absolutely not. you have no farking concern for you school, you gave to regard and make it your best to finish every single cent in your account. i know, till this point, if you are reading, u are definitely damn pissed up and wondering what position am i in to say this.. thats simply because, i still regard you as my best friend, and till the day when you loathe me for not engaging in your same interest. then, im telling you, im still standing on my views, continuously changing you. i hope one day, you have sufficient karma to let it save your own life.
work was hell. i scalded my third and fourth finger. and cut on my last. and was busy and mad during work. shan't elaborate, ain't a pretty experience.
alright, i think its time to sleep. 4.11am and weihow's got a date with his dream mates.
and one last enjoyment for you guys:
a real famous and touching poem; by Mary Stevenson
entitled: Footprints
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed
he was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of
his life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very
lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he
questioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow
you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when
I needed you most you would leave me."
The LORD replied:
"My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."