@ 12:13 AM
im forced to fake a smile, a lie, everyday of my life.and this is not a replica of clarkson's songs but its a real scenario.
so much has happened. yet all i can put on is this pseudo image of mine.
this bubbly smiling me is long gone.
replaced by yet another grim and moody soul.
yes, i still laugh, LAUGH. but all that is within, who is the one that can fathom the real horror in me. the many layers of intangible problems i face.
my new working career in tanglin club is about to end. bringing all the wonderful memories as well as unhappy ones to a fullstop. speaking of which, im not going to build our friendships any closer. for it would hurt if i leave the place. sad isn't it? everyone's only beginning to treasure each other when we know that the time's almost up. to my one and only good pal in tanglin club, neh, the friendship goes this far, nowhere closer. i cant face loss again.
to my other counterpart. im finally contented that we are again on talking terms. this time, pls give me the chance to rectify you.
and to the ahgogo. sorry for neglecting you guys. im very stressed up with thousand and a million affairs. shall update the .........
alright. farm, meet up one last time. and we shall all go to school contented.
sit with me would you? don leave me