@ 10:07 PM
and yes, im supposed to be studying.and no, im not turning into a scientist.
well, its just that, i'm kinda expecting a lot from myself right now. after looking through those uni brochures, and no, im not exaggerating, its about time i made some decent plans for my future. if i do well, i could secure my seat, in that minute intake of 80, in NUS. competing with no more than the rest of the JCs and Poly students.
the first round of UT grades are almost out, anatomy was mayhem. i needed one more mark to get a B+ so, i gt a B. which was relatively fine i guess. but to my greatest relief, I gt an A for my applied chem, which was so no expected. and fark u crystal. don say im a loser, cause I'm scoring for science.
you know, at times. love is always taken for granted. this anecdote has been on my mind and i have been wanting to share with you guys. she's my best fren in RP. she, suffered a way too much for an earth-ling. countless emotional breakdowns with guys, and she's not fugly. or anything. and im really wondering if this particular one could give her the happiness she needs, im keeping my fingers cross for anything to happen. but to that ms best fren. i tell you, just go for it, no point eating the grazed grass. look forward. =) and yet, behind this unsighted tragedy lies a couple with absolutely no idea how much bliss they are enjoying. and yet they love to antagonize one another. wells, this world isn't fair. just take my word. treasure what you have , not when it's lost.
i need encouragements to carry on this rough flight.