@ 3:19 PM
though my world may fall i will never let you go.its been a month. since school started. meaning a month, since that fall out, well, i miss all the times we had. but, i just cant seem to bring myself to forgive, it was just such a huge blow for me. it might have seemed minute because i seem to have enjoyed myself thoroughly. well, it has been on my thoughts.
i have a sea of people surrounding me all the time, be it school mates, class mates, friends. but seriously, i feel like so alone, its like everyone is living for themselves. all out thriving and vying, its like living in a battlefield, a intellectual warfare, as we progress in our second year, the clique has sort of split up. With our differing motives and directions, we are drifting so far apart, guess thats a price to pay for being in separate classes.
test and more tests! a total hill of workload, much revision and researches. i have changed, instead of just downloading the 6p and wait for the test morning before glancing through, i realised the need to study, the need to find out what are the underlying concepts. which makes the year two life a little less enjoyable. with that professional profiling coming up, gosh, i still have no idea what topic to dwell upon.
can God send me some time?