@ 10:34 PM
half of the UT2 grades are out. to my dismay, they ain't what i have expected. i studied so much and hard for it. yet it seems like i'm never reaching the goal. my goals aint high. just aiming for a B+. and although technically speaking, im just half a grade behind, it affects a lot. as much as my university entry. i tell myself to work harder. UT 3 wasn't any better. i know how the results will be like. it seems that i have overstated my abilities. a mere success previously wasn't anything worthy. i ended up in RP. so whats the point of getting good o level results. its my nature to blame it on the faci or just that I hate science and such shit. If i had been to STA, im sure it would not have been any better owing to the endless standard. well, its just my deserts for not pulling my socks up.im so not in the mood to speak , message or anything. and at my 'downest' moments, the two idiots that i messaged did not even bother to give a damn to reply. im so damn pissed. seriously.
to that slutface you.
your attitude totally shuns me off. you make me wanna flood the entire RP with my puke. your loyalty makes me real disgusted. this simply shows how true a friend you can be. it simply shows that you are totally disgrace to the humanity. i'm just going to show you that we can survive without you. do us all a favor would you? plunge yourself right into the river and rot there, perhaps your carcass would do more good.
and hello there eeen my bestie, i hope you are doing fine. put that smile on your face and stop being grumpy alright. it's kinda sad that you've become so withdrawn within a few days. anything i'm always a phone call away.
its tough not being emo