@ 10:21 PM
its been really long. but. i got to say. it has been rather hectic all these while.Having to juggle between school work and outings and meetups. its really a total burnout.
well, school's been not good. I feel that in comparison to my peers in the other polys, im not doing as well, like an above average GPA just ain't going to help much in my UNI entrance. I tried, i DID, I learnt! but it's just not my cup of tea, thats what science is. facing a load of chemistry, biology, anatomy, its not an easy feat. i frequently wonder to myself, would jc had been a better route? srjc was not appealing neither is rp. one thing's for sure, without RP means without the friends i'm having now. and its the only things that keep me alive so far.
it's tough to place that goal of 3.5 GPA behind my head, im just so near yet so far. I just got myself to blame for not waking up in year one. but no regrets, just strive harder for a better tomorrow.
labs, practicals, long hours of lessons and presentations really molded me into someone else.
I find it really taxing to keep my interest in to stay in school, pretty much nothing appeals me.
I might just decide to take a 2 weeks break and work on my PP instead. I'm going to do a good job, i know i would, i need to.
gone where the time i knew i was waking up.
entwined within this deadly abyss, filled with bleak hopes.
okay, i tried sounding poetic. but i know, it was a disaster.
i hope your head's better now, it will recover in due course, no worries =)
and law is not easy, but you can do it! =) more confidence.
still i miss the ah go go.
ms chucky, i felt so dumb. anyway if you see this. remember to tell yourself to stay chuckylicious=)
