@ 9:51 PM
After much deliberation and popular demand, i'm backit's been real long, a tough time, for me to come to terms with many things.
like for one, knowing about my best friend's affairs through the mouth of another, how crap can that feel. we were supposed to be best friends right? but nvm, i can totally understand your situation. just to let you know that the farm's always here.
the first rounds of understanding test(ut) were over, and unfortunately, i haven done much understanding during the lessons. And kinda totally screwed them all up and whats worse is, the 2nd round is next week, but fuck, just merely two weeks after the first and its the start of the second round already. how insane can rp can, since when rp was ever slacking;
my new class's fine; this weird club thing going on and karmas, and the 'meng' LOL sessions really perks up day and makes me thing that the life in RP isn't just all science and crap. but my class seriously seriously need a little more voicing out. the conversations in class are just, school work. i mean cummon, there are so many OTHER topics under the sun..
and, my professional profiling's final report has been approved! And the advisor gave me pretty good comments, but the flaw in this module is that, the grade's only pass or fail. so i reckon, i'm just going to do well enough to pass, not much effort need.
i'm just not feeling myself lately, i frequently pondered about the past, the days in secondary school, then it dawned on me that, how much did i live my days then, it was a simple one, full of laughters, though stress but i savored every single moment of it. in RP, i feel like a walking zombie, like everything you say to someone might be the gossip of the day highlights; it's like a treacherous zone where everything you say have to go through your mind like a million times?
True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. - Jason Jordan