@ 10:29 PM
despite how terrible and depressing life is gonna get , i guess i will never forget what Francis Lim told me;'Just hang in there. When things get too boring/tough, just constantly tell yourself what's a couple of months (or 1 over year) when compared to the rest of yiur life (this will greatly apply to the army too)'
the sudden urge to blog; certain things are best left unsaid verbally but best have it written here. it's never a win-win situation especially when it's a confrontation.
to you thats has recently begun to get on my nerves;
your sheer over confidence really drives me up the walls of westin at times. it's one thing to encourage and spur you on, its another to be totally dwelling in your own world. As for your case, i think its the latter.
you always presume you are never in the wrong, lets take a classic case, despite using my hp to call out for such a long duration, it might not be for you, but it is for me, as I had already busted my bill way before the end of the month and since you had your own hp, theres no reason to use mine. and after like a friendly reminder to ask your friend to call in, since she is at home, you turned the tables against me, asking me why i'm flaring up... hey. wtf man. so what if im flaring up? even the people who saw this could made comments like . (made mistakes still dare to scold others -.-)
i never believe in self console or drafting a pretty image for someone that i reckon hopeless, you can't expect me to be like your other best friend making such nice advertisements for you.
i'm saying all these to make u change or anything but just wanna tell you that things are never that pretty and if you continue to think that theres no big deal in missing school then you are sadly mistaken.
you might be pissed or you think that i'm petty just because you used my hp for a short period of time, you might think that i'm just some rubbish and not mean anything, it's alright. this is something genuine from me, and I wanna tell you that not everyone is perfect.