@ 9:12 PM
I came in thrice, wanting to update, but each time, i just can't come up with anything, and my post just sorta stops here. but a stroke of inspiration and the need to get away from my notes drove me here again.sometimes, it is one thing to know, and the other to be ignorant. Being ignorant makes you think that things are going to okay and you are all well smuggled up with console. Yet knowing makes you worried;
if i have one power, i would want to have selective memory, removing all the unhappiness from my mind; then I can really be that jovial and happy weihow you see everyday.
i sat down a moment ago after watching titanic and wondered; if my life had such an unexpected end; It would be a life of regrets. I never thought of ending up in this situation. I had an optimistic view that things are going to be just fine; and unlike the happy endings in fairy tale.
I believe that our fate lies in our hand, things such as destiny does not exist.
Wei How, you can do it!
& you know i'll never let you go.