@ 2:24 PM
im shifting over to mylifeistoomuch.livejournal.com
Friday, January 18, 2008
Thursday, January 17, 2008
@ 9:25 AM
I've never felt this way beforeEverything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
was on my desktop, going through the old chat logs, was reading and realized i was pretty juvenile in the past. then flipping through the old chat logs also meant one thing, in rp, and it's rather unique system of changing class every single semester. It's hard to maintain a long lasting friendship in this place.
i fucking miss you; you took me up and left me out
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
@ 12:07 AM
the tittle sounds really corny, but it's really how i totally feel right now.Deep and Meaningless - Rooster
I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why
Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection
Chorus:
If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless
You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)
There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me
Sunday, January 13, 2008
@ 10:29 PM
are you thinking of me like i of you?im switching over to livejournal soon.
Monday, January 07, 2008
@ 11:34 PM
hellofirst day of school did not mean much to me. it was joyous seeing old faces and meeting people up again.
other than the more depressing news about the departure of one of my closer family friends. To me, it's like another grand uncle that showered me with lots of gifts and everything. as formy grandmother, it was like losing a piece of her flesh, it was a excruciating experience, having to experience the death of two of her closest siblings in the world within a year.
It did not struck me for awhile, other than the occasional recounts and recitals with the oncoming call from yet another family member,
hearing her sob over the phone totally shattered me, yet i chose to live in oblivion, like an escape, hearing her physical grief
i think that death is the beginning of the other route of life, always feared, embraced. its the cycle of life, for some, lucky enough to be free from pain and leave naturally; others, pain, for him, its a breakthrough, to be free from pain and everything.
though im not showing it; cause i can put up a great pretense, but im emotionally drained and affected.
&today you showed me the meaning of life and friends
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
@ 10:56 PM
2007 ended with a blast,sushis, movies, subway, pubbing, countdown. shan't be too elaborate;
met up with the Farm, Cliques, CK, Tifanie, KEN
although did not meet up with anyone from school. =( but it's alright, i will see them next week!!!
caught I Am Legend; the show is absolutely great, will catch it the second time if i have the chance, the dog is absolutely gorgeous, of course, it's a female dog, SAMANTHA.
this is such a 'zombie/gory' season of movies. With 30 days of night and I am Legend, the only exception is Alvin and the Chipmunks.
there's a sushi store in takashimaya; at the basement, can't really recall the name but they served good sushis;
it was like only 5.6 for one of it, and it comes with free green tea but not that im cheapo or anything but, its a real good food;a massive sale going on, it was really tough to see whats happening around;followed by a long new year's eve; with the gang, nick and xinmin. first, at Raffles City; with a such so rested our soles at Out Of the Pan, I shan't say its a restaurant, more of a high end cafe. The Crepes and Potato Salad is good.
walked more around city area and marina but before i could squander any more of my pitiable assets, we decided to head to Clarke Quay for a drink. but hell it was crowdly like fuck and it cab fare from Milenia Walk was like 9 fucking bucks thanks to the additional 4 dollars surcharge. like what the fuck is wrong with cab prices. went past MOS and was like. omg. huge crowd and big people. the crowd was pretty jubilant and insane, mad people dancing all over;
headed over to Brewerks;
massive cam whore.
First Shot; not prepared ;
Second Shot:
Third Shot; finally.
Monday, December 24, 2007
@ 11:18 PM
hello. merry christmas to all.christmas also means the ending of the year;
2007, the fast and the furious year, 4 days of school a week,
frequent late nights and out-goings;
experienced my current life's brightest and darkest hours
received like 7+++ christmas messages before christmas even started, gosh, look at all this excited people. this year's christmas' celebrations was pretty advanced, last thursday and i got all my presents from my aunts and uncles already!
Tops from Gap; Old Navy; Kappa(omg), Vouchers, and LOTSA ANG BAOS(for crying out loud!)
with all these festivities going on, I spent a pretty quiet Christmas Eve,( a prelude for the explosives coming up) , desperately tired and worn out during the past week. totally swiped out on cash as well, totally broke!
and that miserable laptop of mine, is still powering on the school's port replicator! no time to head down to fujitsu and get it done, although i'm always hanging out around town and city hall. but carrying this bulky junk makes me go . ...
went down to wake today; shan't say who but; it's really a torment that such dull things are happening, it makes me really feel that i should treasure those around me, life's really fragile, although in this case, i feel that, that person has lived a life worthy. i hope the family is coping well with the lost and my friend would resume to his cheerful and bubbly self..
pictures galore, the birthday boy;
121289; fancy having a birth date like this;
hey, i want mug shots of myself on the cover of a top magazine; attempt 1; attempt 2;the part 2 of the pictures of ken's visit; at his hotel. alright blogger is screwing up and the picture's arrangement ain't right, shall blog more next time.
MERRRY CHRISTMAS FOLKS! =DDDD